Before images there were stars in the heaven

Before images there were stars in the heaven
I never thought that the wind could turn the world upside-down. I was working at Etendeka camp (in Namibia) and on that night the wind was blowing so hard that I simply didn’t know what to do with myself. At some point during the night I got up and I went outside, I told myself that I need to check that the tents in the camp; deep down I knew that I went outside to see that the world was not turning over. Though I don’t exactly remember the rest of that night, after the sunrise the wind finely calmed down and the earth felt like a safe place again.
The following night the wind wasn’t blowing and the sky were perfectly clear.
I turned my head up to look at the stars, there were so many of them, they covered the earth from one side to the other. When I looked up I felt that the stars were watching me back, it seemed that they were talking to me. I wanted to ask them so many questions but it wasn’t in words they were talking to me; just an awareness of something bigger then me, a feeling of not being alone in this world.
I looked at stars and I knew I wasn’t the first. Yes, at the beginning when men needed answers they turned their heads up to look at the stars. And yet, the stars won’t give you the answer, they’ll only make you look into your heart and tell you to be on your way.